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My Poetry


As a kid I loved writing poetry. Was I the best? Not really. But as I grew up more, poems just didn't seem exciting anymore (I think having to study them for my English GCSE had something to do with that). Now out of school my love for poetry is back. I'm a little rusty but practice makes perfect. Due to not everyone of my poems following the same path, I have separated them into categories for you. Let me know in the comments what you think, any advice is welcomed. 

Themed Poems
(My most raw poems, wrote as a safe alternative to self harm. TRIGGER WARNING these are pretty raw) 

Causal Poems

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